Monday, December 19, 2005
Confession of a talented singer *sob*
hi everyone,i am so happy that my new song is airing on x fresh now,kalau era tu tak tahulah bila kan.....
to tell the truth this song memang bermakna sangat,in fact the lyric for KINI i wrote it my self.this song is about my whole experience as a new comer in this entertaiment world,about orang yang suka mengata,about orang yang berhasad dengki to me,about me and MAESTRO,BROADWAY,this song is specially dedicated to them who's not been helping me at all and giving me a hard time,and because of them my life fill with darkness dan sungguh kucar kacir.
but then again,,"ku harap semua mengerti,inilah rentakku dan mari menari"...hope family,friends and fans do understand that being inthis industry aint easy especially for a young men like me,so i really need the support from all of you untuk terus berjuang,we're in a team.....i am here today to fight for my rights,artiste yang berkontrak tapi more like macam being in a circus/fun fairartiste,dan tiada indahnya.....indah khabar dari rupa....
DONT CALL ME AN ARTISTE,I DONT DESERVE TO BE CALLED ONE YET,STILL IN THE PROCESS,I'M IN THE LEARNING CATEGORY,let me tempuh the rintangan first okies.
sorry sebab menghilangkan diri begitu sahaja,tapi sebenarnya,kaer berada dalam keadaan yang tak tentu arah,i cant believe it!!! i leftmy education behind for this entertainment world yang tak best,hahaha it is so funny,i just cant describe....
I'M NOT GONNA LET ANYONE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO ANYMORE,I'M TIRED....SANAKKU EH......(SANAKKU MEANS PENAT/LELAH IN BRUNEIANS MELAYU LANGUAGE).
I'M HAPPY THAT FANS MASIH MENYAYANGI KAER,WALAU DI MANA SAJA KAER BERADA PEOPLE STILL HARGAI KAER,DAN KALAU BUKAN KERANA FANS MEMANG I FEEL LIKE PULLING OUT MY SELF FROM THIS INDUSTRY OF FAME JE LEBIH....
ACADEMY FANTASIA=ACADEMY OF PERSONALITY,FAME,NOTHING ABOUT VOCAL OR ORGINALITY,KALAU BOLEH NYANYI TINGGI MACAM MANA PUN OR BOLEH LENGGOKKAN SUARA TAK MEMBAWA MAKNA SEDIKIT PUN.
PITY THOSE PEOPLE,LIKE BOB,ZARINA,EDLIN,ANDING,IDAYU,MARSHA,SAHRI,BURN,FELIX,THEY HAVE GOOD QUALITY,AND THEY ARE VOCAL STARS TO ME,CUMA MAESTRO JE TAK PANDAI HARGAI THIS PEOPLE,,,,,,,IF I HAVE MY OWN RECORDING & MANAGEMENT COMPANY SENDIRI,DAH LAMA THIS PEOPLE WILL BE REALLY USEFUL IN OUR ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY,PERHAPS BERTAHAN.
FOR EXAMPLE KAN MARSHA=SHE CAN BE THE THE "DIVA" ONE DAY,MAESTRO SHOULD GET HER LOTS OF SPONSORSHIPS,I SEE QUALITY IN HER,TRY TO PUT HER IN GORGEOUS ESCADA OR CHRISTIAN DIOR DRESS,AND GET A GOOD STYLIST,I WANT MAESTRO TO REALLY THINK ABOUT IT,SHE HAS THE WHOLE PACKAGE,MAESTRO KENA KEJE KERAS LAGI,SHE HAS THE VOCAL,LOOKS,BRAIN,WHAT ELSE YANG MAESTRO NAK?
WHAT EVER IT IS,i am here today adalah untuk berjuang untuk golongan remaja yang mempunyai minat dalam bidang music,cuma mereka tidak diberi peluang untuk bertapak.....AND KERANA FANS JUGAKLAH KAER SANGGUP MELALUI FITNAH,KESUSAHAN,TAKDE GAJI,KENA KUTUK,DAN MACAM MACAM LAGI,KADANG KADANG SAMPAI TAK LEH TIDUR,MEMIKIRKAN TENTANG FUTURE KAER UNTUK PEMINAT.I LOVE ALL OF YOU,THANKS A LOT FOR EVERYTHING.
BIARLAH KAER GAGAL DALAM INDUSTRY NI,TAPI KAER TAK NAK RAKAN RAKAN ARTIS LAIN YANG BERBAKAT DIPERGUNAKAN,TERTIPU,DAN TIDAK DIBERI PELUANG....I'M SAD TO SEE PEOPLE YANG ADA TALENT TAPI TAKDE PELUANG.
AS FOR ME,I HAVE TO REPEAT MY STUDIES BALIK,START FROM SQUARE ONE.....IS NOT TOO LATE.BECAUSE OF THEM,YANG MEMBUAT JANJI PALSU DAN KOSONG,TELAH MENGABAIKAN PELAJARAN SAYA.
ADE SAPE SAPE YANG BELAJAR KAT LIM KOK WING?I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDSTHERE,WILL BE STARTING THERE NEXT FEBRUARY,........
I SPECIALLY DEDICATE -KINI- KEPADA SEMUA YANG MEMANDANG RENDAH TERHADAP KAER,DAN KEPADA PEMINAT,KITA SAMA SAMA BERJUANG UNTUKKEBAIKAN DI DUNIA DAN AKHIRAT,DONT LET ANYONE TELL US WHAT TODO,JANGAN BIARKAN DIRI KITA DIPAKSA,FIGHT FOR OUR RIGHTS,BIARLAHDIRI KITA DIKUTUK DAN DIFITNAH,KITA TAKKAN RUGI APA APA PUN,WESHOULD ALL FEEL GOOD BOUT OURSELVES........
WE ARE ALL SPECIAL,DAN KERANA ITULAH TERCIPTANYA LAGU INI kInI.
LOVE YOU ALL LOT
XOXO KAER
AN ARTISTE IN THE MAKING.
Can i go to Lim Kok wing oso? he he :D
