Saturday, November 19, 2005
The Last Goodbye ;(
i dunno how it started..im not sure why it even began..A silly argument which pushed me to make an unwise & hasty decision..i dunno wut else to do..
ive tried to talk things between us..but so many times, we just let it pass..and sleep over it..hoping that it will go away the next day..it does once in a while..
But somehow u reach a certain point where u just cant pretend it didn't happen..and we keep hurting each other..repeating the same mistakes hoping the other person will understand us and vice versa..
i tried to look beyond his flaw..im not perfect either..but sometimes i felt like there is this unbreakable barrier between us..When things went wrong ,i tried to reach him but he just wont let me through.. :s
i can't stop crying..i emailed him to say goodbye..he will read it 2moro..i dunno how he will react to this..
i don't put all the blame on him..Things got so complicated especially when both of us choose to be strong headed..
Does it really have to end this way?
Do we deserve a second chance?
im losing hope..
As much as i love him, i just dunno how to deal with this anymore.. :'(
