Thursday, December 29, 2005
Sorry for the extremely LATE bday present heeee
'The moment' he he
My 'S size-but-i-cant-fit in' Shirt :p
Pampered myself today =))))))))))))))))))))))
Visited d 'salon' again in Tutong dis time *grin*
i got my hair 'fixed' he he he..waaahoooo!!straighten a quarter of my top hair finally..Sorry i just cant wait to get it done in January..its totally 'disturbing' i must say..Well, im happy for now!Hopefully it'll still be ok after i wash it *fingers crossed*
Had a manicure & padicure as well ;)
Total spending: $40!!!!!!! (Originally, its $42..The boss was generally KIND enuff to gv discount tho i din ask for it!Lucky me..)
i saved a lot really!!it'll cost me $70 if i do it in Bandar..its totally understandable y they haf to mark up the price cos rental is so expensive!
But i don tink i wanna get my hair wash at dat salon..mcm nda brapa pandai usulnya..My definition of a good hair wash..mesti lama & pandai mengurut!!!hehehe..and i usually go to Isabella :D
i realized dat dis yr..i did a lot of 'salon hopping' :- Esse (serusop), Bliss (Gdg), Isabella (Tutong), Noralita (Tutong), anonymous salon(Tutong hee i forgot d name), Mahani (seria)
WOW!!! *clap-clap* who says u can only do bar hopping ;p
*Never ending bad news*
i received an email from my baby dis afternoon..He was supposed to be on a plane to Paris LAST NIGHT!Butttttttttttt stupid security did not allow him to board cos dey accused him of havin a FAKE passport!!!Why oh why??!!
uwaaaaaaaaaa *sob* so yea obviously he is still stuck in Ivory coast!Kesian eh..Now, Brunei embassy in London & British embassy in Ghana r tryin to sort out the mess!Better be!!pffttt~
Anyway, hvnt start my scheme of work yet..*aduii*
i shud force myself tonite!!!!!!
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
I miss him.. *pouts*
eh wut a lame way to start!
its 1:44 AM..these eyes just wont close..My body is tired but i wonder y im still hype up!
it must haf been after reading his mail..Felt like sumtink HUGE haf crushed on top of me and everything just went blur..Tried to control my tears from rolling down 'meriah-ly' cos my sisters were in my room jus now..
eh wut a lame way to start!
its 1:44 AM..these eyes just wont close..My body is tired but i wonder y im still hype up!
it must haf been after reading his mail..Felt like sumtink HUGE haf crushed on top of me and everything just went blur..Tried to control my tears from rolling down 'meriah-ly' cos my sisters were in my room jus now..
And when i was left alone, i broke down for like 15 minutes..Wet pillows,running nose and swollen eyes...Wut i got instead!Ngalih jua kali ah menangis ani..pandai beranti jua rupanya!!!
Just to comfort myself, tarus masuk IRC..then key in "!find missing you"..downloaded ALL the songs..(pathetic..i noe!) Tried to find sumtink which suits my mood and for my blog too!Cudnt find anything yg ngam..ada la dis song dat i like from 1st lady (who is dis kan?) BUT the song was meant for her late BF!Hmmmmm..NOPE!
*scream* My BF di tengah lautan AFRICA!!!!!Sumbody pls rescue him..pasal i left my hart di sana!!
~i jus don noe wut to do wit myself..does he noe hw much it hurts..Baby im missin u.. ~
If he's lucky enuff to get a ticket, prolly he'll be home sometime NEXT WEEK :( Yep, definitely not gonna be bek anytime sooner..Who cud haf known dat waiting can be such a torture..*sigh*
He was supposed to be home last weekend and we've made plans for nu yr but..*shrug* Sometimes things jus don go according to the plan kan?!Mayb ive been putting hi hopes on it..hi expectation..and wen it didn't happen, that explains the dissapointments & frustrations :s
HIM: anyway.. u have a great time aite... we'll do something when i get back... if i'm not there masa new yr... no worries ah... u enjoy your new yr!!!! I want u to enjoy your new yr!
heh * i wish*
HIM: anyway.. u have a great time aite... we'll do something when i get back... if i'm not there masa new yr... no worries ah... u enjoy your new yr!!!! I want u to enjoy your new yr!
heh * i wish*
i'll try?!
Yayyyy my 2nd nu yr celebration at HOME!!woohoo..*sarcastic*
hmmm hw abt 10 rounds of DVD's ?Sampai muntah jua *lol*n or mayb they'll be showing peterpan live in KL!For sure im gonna be in my room..Don tink im goin anywhere..Any1 care to join me?!
I'm orite now..i think!
Heading to bed..
Forgive me precious..i noe hw much u miss me too..i heart u ey!
Yayyyy my 2nd nu yr celebration at HOME!!woohoo..*sarcastic*
hmmm hw abt 10 rounds of DVD's ?Sampai muntah jua *lol*n or mayb they'll be showing peterpan live in KL!For sure im gonna be in my room..Don tink im goin anywhere..Any1 care to join me?!
I'm orite now..i think!
Heading to bed..
Forgive me precious..i noe hw much u miss me too..i heart u ey!
And u OWE me BIG TIME = p
KD
xoxo
P/s: Forgot to mention..my 'online window shopping'..will post some pics later!Sumtink dat i WANT but i cnt haf it..or in another word, cnt AFFORD it..pftt!
toodles~
Monday, December 26, 2005
One sweet day
Sorry i nvr told u
all i wanted to say
now its too late to tell u
coz u've flown away..so far away
Never had i magined
living without ur smile
Feelin..knowin u hear me
it keeps me alive..alive
and i noe ur shining down on me from heaven
like so many frens we've lost along the way
and i noe eventually will be together
one sweet day
Darlin..i nvr showed u
assumed u oways be there
i took ur presence for granted
but i'd oways care
and i miss the love we share
and i noe ur shining down on me from heaven
like so many frens we've lost along the way
and i noe eventually will be together
one sweet day
like so many frens we've lost along the way
and i noe eventually will be together
one sweet day
Altho the sun will nvr shine the same
i'll oways look to a brighter day
Lord i noe wen i lay me dwn to sleep
u will always listen as i pray
Al-Fatihah Late Efan 12.6.1982 - 26.12.2000
its been 5 yrs now but it still feel like yday u were gone..the night they took u away, it almost destroyed me..i was in misery without u..Thought my life was over..
Then, i rmbr few weeks before u went away, u kissed my forehead..not realizing dat it was a 'goodbye kiss' sumhow..
Then i kissed urs while u were lying cold on the floor..not breathing anymore..knowing dat u will never come back..
Yes it was such a painful thing to go thro..it was hard for me to let go but i knew i gotta move on..
Now, i begin to understand 'things happen for a reason'
i was blessed dat i met 'him' to continue my journey
But, u'll always be deeply missed & nvr forgotten cos i buried u sumwhere special in my hart (=
Rest in Peace baby~
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Ho Ho Ho Merry christmas..
Dear Santa, pls drop 'him' off at my doorstep tonight ) '=
Here i am
Lookin in the mirror
An open face, the pain erased
Now the sky is clearer,
I can see the sun
Now that all is, all is said & done, oh
There u are
always strong wen i need u
u let me give
And now i live, seriously & protected
With the one i will love
After all is, all is said & done
I once believed hearts were made to bleed
(Inside, i once believed that hearts were made to bleed, oh baby)
but now im not afraid to say
i NEED u, i NEED u so stay with me
Those precious (precious) hours (yeah)
Greet each dawn in open arms
And dream, into tommorow
Where there's only love
after all, all is said & done
Yeah baby (oh baby)
(Inside i once, believed dat hearts were made to bleed)
(ill nvr)
i'll never afraid to say
i NEED u, i NEED u, so here
we r in the still of this moment
Fear is gone, hope lives on
We found our happy ending
For there's only love (only love)
And this sweet love, sweet love
After all, all is said & done
11 yrs ago, we wore d same school uniform..hung out @ JP a lot, where it used to be 'cool' *lol*..8 yrs ago, we stayed in d same hostel..and i rmbr we once had a BIG silly fight..Yet, it nvr tears us apart
Who cud haf tot,6 yrs ago,we still stuck with each other for 4 consecutive yrs..having the same lectures, tutorial & U as my project & lab partner or my secretary wen i was day dreaming!!weehe he!
Who cud haf tot,6 yrs ago,we still stuck with each other for 4 consecutive yrs..having the same lectures, tutorial & U as my project & lab partner or my secretary wen i was day dreaming!!weehe he!
Heh..we nvr get tired of each other kan..Sleepin in each other's bed..crying in each othr's arms..Those were the days..breakups, heartbroken, breakdown, 'payung', BM, Hunus, Bong, supplement.. ;D
A yr ago..u were happily married ;-) We even dreamt of gettin married in d yr 2003 on our BIRTHDAY!! *rolls eyes* but it nvr happen!!! i ges i haf to wait anothr 4 yrs??!! *wink*
Anyhootss..Happy 1 Yr Anniversary babee!Wishin u eternal happiness with ur 'knight' and baby girl (=
Love u oways & Miss u loads
xoxo
A wedding anniversary is the celebration of love, trust, partnership, tolerance and tenacity. The order varies for any given year. ~Paul Sweeney
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Migraines are throbbing BITCHES!!!!!!
Hvnt had my period yet..its a sign probably..
Umm Been duin some work tonite..REAL work hee..jus to occupy myself so as to take my mind elsewhere..Not to think of 'd other person' for a while..
NOPE!its not working!! la la la
Been downloading a few songs..searching for kerispatih & Usher separated!Still not to be found!
Instead i found other songs which is not on my list..currently listening to Beyonce & Marc Nelson - "After all is said & done " ~ *Boom* Nah menangis slajur!! ;( Sumhow it feels good to let it out..Nyeh!
I'm in lob wit dis song..will put it here nanti k
Waiting for my KFC!I nid to stuff more FATS into my system!!!Sumbody help me..*scream*
i wish this machine is lying..Yep baby, a constant 45 KG!eww s dat my feet?
Ever wonder, why magazines nvr gv us tips on how to GAIN weight?? hmmph So unfair!
It nvr fail to quench my thirst! Coke & Crunchie - a good combination!
Allow me to rant ah..it must be the PMS talking..bleghh~
Now..how i wish school will start this MONDAY!!!Mcm terasa ku udah kana sumpah *lol*
and i WISH im holding the remote control for time so i can fast fwd to the day he comes home..
Good nite peeps..
oh..don fall in lop wit an engineer or yg sewaktu dgnnya he he its not fun ;p
More weird dreams again last nite...
I was on the verge of winning a PeterPan ticket..Masa atu im in this weird studio (sort of) wit dis old lady..Skali ada commercial break and unfortunately i nvr got the chance to ans any questions!!!Poor me *tsk isk* Hafsah was there too..(not pregnant hehe) and ia sampat menjawab!!!I tot i saw Fz again..and lina oso!Hmm..i must haf miss them so much..
My dream ani bnyk episode bah..but i cant remember!!eshh~
oh the other nite..ada ku mimpi ular!!!!*eeeeeee* i was standing outside, arah veranda where it overlook a thick forrest..and there i saw "the very" many SNAKES!!!! *shudder*
Then, kluar tia DINOSAUR attacking the snakessss!!!!!hahahha..y the hell dinosaur appear in my dream ani?!Now i rmbr mesti lapas liat King Kong nie!!!
Can any1 decode my dreams? he he he ;D
breeeep breeeeeep ;p *lol*
Friday, December 23, 2005
Today was well spent in the bedroom..he he
ive watched 'Ku tlah jatuh cinta'..at 1st it was ok but lama-lama sangal ku meliat, too much problem..over chaotic!!its a bit exaggerating i ges..it din focus much on "Radit & Riby' happy moment..ughhh
Unlike OC, eventho they haf lots of issues..the story was perfectly balance or shall i say blended well with different emotions..its their sarcasm which i like most he he he
Iatah dis movie lalainya kan berjahat tah nganya..*aduhhh emangnya gi mana sihh??!!semuanya berantakkan*
*lol*
Butttt i love Agnes Monicaaa..she's so lawa..always been jua ;) i fancy all her clothes as well..sexy & classy!! rrrrrr *drool* i likeeeeeeyyyyy!!! And now i feel like my wardrobe is very much in need of NEW stuff ;D *aiyooo*
My baby called me twice today and a few emails..Dere were no DST connection..nasib dpt pakai office fon!Cos wen i asked 151, ada service nya di Africa..hmm mayb psl ia di laut kali..Anyway, im jus glad he's orite ;)
2moro i haf 2 babysit my lil cuzzins, their maid will be gone for christmas celebration & their parents flew off to KL 2 days ago..But they wont be much of a hassle..bribe them wit Astro & PS2, teranah tah tu hehehe!
*yawn*
Heading to bed soon..
p/s: Gueeee kangenn bangettt ama loe..gue
" u tau kah ;p"
Thursday, December 22, 2005
i love my sister!!She can cook and im bloated now but im happy cos my stomach is not empty (o..it rhymes ah?!hehehehe)
Well i did go to RIPAS..Thank God i was rite on time!!!i din noe the pharmacy will be closed by noon (wot was i tinking haha drg pun kan lunch kalie ah?!*slap forehead*) No wonder la pharmacists 'lingka' (go figure :p) atu malar frowning!Lapar tah tu rupanya!huhuh
oK I arrived @ 12pm and was given a '267' ticket no (or wutver u call it ;D) The counter at dat time was '242' so i cursed dlm ati "Gila nie..im gona stuck here for 1 hr' But to my surprise, it only took abt 20 mins until they called my no (which i missed it cos i was busy talkin to dis chinese guy @ cineplex- mem-booking tiket bah!!! ;p) Nasib, they din scold me!
I din even finish reading one page of my book cos i was simply watchin all the pharmacists inside..they seems to be workin their ass off..and their hair was messy!!Dat is the thing dat i nvr fail to notice!!Seriously!It has always been like dat since last yr..i wonder, issit becos too much medicines?(Geck, i hope u'll haf ur hair nicely done hehehe) Aku plang stress meliat!Rasa kan ku sisir rambut drg! ;D
Caught up wit Rose for Lunch & a movie - Chronicles of Narnia ;) The movie was a bit slow @ first..but towards the end, especially when they began the battle, it got pretty exciting!Rose was lost jua masa introductionnya..she tot dat they r still showing the movie advert..and i rmbr she uttered 'spiderman or sumtink' *lol*
Susan, Peter & Lucy
Mr Tumnus - half man, half goat creature
And both of us baru tau yang Narnia is a kingdom rupanya *giggle*
Santa claus was in Narnia also and he jus din look like one!!!!Ridiculous lookin i tell u ha ha ha..No red outfit or the santa hat..dat sort of thing!When he took out his sack full or presents baru tah ter-perasan..santa tah sudah tu!hehehehe.
Still, it cant beat Harry potter or LOTR ;)
The witch - cool outfit!
i forgot to mention our dvd shopping!i got myself a VCD actually, "ku telah jatuh
cinta"..u can say im jus so curious since Mimi kept mentioning in her blog and how she is so obsessed wit it!hehe..Wanted to get the original but they ran out of stock for vol 1!ughh..but lookin on the bright side, i saved $12!!! *clap-clap* Quality wise ok la..at least nada kepala urang or nada bunyi urg ketawa!!(u noe dose cinema type) Menyampah!!
cinta"..u can say im jus so curious since Mimi kept mentioning in her blog and how she is so obsessed wit it!hehe..Wanted to get the original but they ran out of stock for vol 1!ughh..but lookin on the bright side, i saved $12!!! *clap-clap* Quality wise ok la..at least nada kepala urang or nada bunyi urg ketawa!!(u noe dose cinema type) Menyampah!!Okie kiddo..ill i haf to stop here..rite Rite now i haf 2 choices; my bed or my TiVo? *garu kepala*
Surprise..surprise..i'm early today!!!
My alarm clock was screamin @ 730 and i had to suffocate her under my pillow!!!he he..But still, i haf to get up now cos i haf to run some errands 4 my parents..MuM told me to get her medicine @ RIPAS & pay dad's Visa bill as well..
I had a bad dream last nite..i was arguing wit one of my bestfrens, Fz aboutttttt mmm errrr i cant recall eh!It was terrible..i tink i saw Wadi too!!and i remember hating him also.. :O
i wonder if he has arrived yet..now im starting to worry hmmmmm
P/s: Lina he he..awu tdo ku udah ling!Kesian jua baby mu berjaga..nxt time NUDGE me ;p
im heading to the shower nw..
later
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Woke up early again ard 4 ish!Was rily sleepy dat i can hardly open up my eyes but dis will be our last 'MSN webcaming' since he'll be flyin off to ivory coast (Africa) later..hopefully he'll haf access to the internet..*sigh* Apparently, his prima has been barred he he he i ges we got carried away??! whoopss!Nasib he brought his easi number wit him..so i loaded $50 in it!!And u haf no ideaaa hw irritated i was wit DST 151!!!Sudah tah lambat mengangkat!!!pffftttt!!!!
He was so excited wit his new coverall ;p
The charges r so f*&%in' xpensive!it'll cost 0.75 per sms sent..and he will be charged $3.50 per minute if he receives call..!!!!yikes!So, wut choice do i haf?!Msg lah saja hehe for the mean time till his accountant sort his bill *yawn* i can live wit dat..i tink!
He sent more pix..
Edinburgh castle
Near the castle..heavenly beautiful!
i was sumwhere among the crowd :p
i did something different tonite for a change!!The thing dat i rarely do he he he..i was busy in the Kitchen :p Tryin to bake Potato wit cheese..Been wanting to do this for so long cept dat i hvnt got d time *rolling eyes* (ryteeeeee!) I was jus so curious..it looks yummy bah!!!(mm tapi nda jua..ok la) Saw it in a 'cooking book' i bot 2 months ago??!! *erkk* hihihih..hmm lets jus say i was BORED! :D
First, u boil it..wit a lil bit salt in it
Then, u wrap it in an aluminium paper foil & heat it in an oven
Next, tek it out..put a lil bit margerine (eh hw do u spell it kan?) & sprinkle cheese on it! (Nyaman kali if u put bnyk hehe) and back to oven again
Walaaaa!!it'll look sumting like dis after 30-40 mins or so..
See..Simple!!aint it easy??!! =) If u like potato, then u'll lurrrrve it :D
Good luck pepol!
Random questions i saw on frenster :D
1. What haf u been duin last week?
Mon - Sleeping
Tues - Sleeping
Wed - Salon, digi-permed my hair
Thurs- @ home cos i was broke from d previous day he he
Fri- Salon again, coloured my hair
Sat-Home, ive done enuff damage oredi hehe
Sun- i cant rmbr
2. Are u in love with sum1 rite now?
*angguk-angguk* :D
3. How do u feel at this moment?
mm anxious, worried
4. What r u doing right now?
"hello" isnt it obvious?! *smirk*
5. What if ur ex asked u back?
*choked* ill probably freak out and then write a book called, 'encounter with the dead'
6. Are u crazy enuff to do something for sum1 u love?
Define crazy?! :p u haf no idea!! ha ha ha
7. Does the person u're crazy abt noe how u feel?
which 1? *lol*
8. If u were to go back to the past, what wud u change?
Nothing, otherwise ill nvr learn anything from it..
9. What if the person u love hurt u rite now?would u cry?
yea, wut else can i do?!
10.what wud u do if u were trapped in a room alone?
call/sms sum1 to open the door?
11.what's the sweetest thing any1 has ever done to u?
Him- cooking me dinner, giving me flowers on non-special event & bot me Gucci on my bday :p
12. What can make u feel better if u were depressed?
shopping?! erk! Salon! His hugs!
13. ever had feelings for any1?
hahaha
14. What type of friend do u like?
Friends who give & take, Friends to bitch & party, Friends to shop, Friends who has d same obsession, Friends to travel
15. have u found that type of person?
Yes!Yes!Yes!Yes!Yes!
16. Who was the last person to hug u? or u gave a hug to? How did it feel?
Him..a good bye hug..umm sad?i jus dont want to let go ;(
17. Would u still give a chance to any person that has hurt u?
Depends
18. where do u wana go rite now?
Paris!Scotland!Pleaseeeeeeeeeeee
19.Do u hate sum1 rite now?
Yes DST 151!!!!!
20. Do u go online everyday?
Yea..i paid $98/month!
21.Are u feeling happy rite now?
Nope!im annoyed with DST crap services!!!!
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
19/12/05 20:33
Txt msg
Him: Confirmed!I'm going to paris this wednesday dear!woohoo!
Babe..fly me to Paris???!!
Was woken up by a phone call ard 5 am..talked abt like abt 40 mins?!wondering hw much DST charge per min..if its $1/min so it'l be $40!!! *gasp* :O im not payin, he's not payin so y fret abt it? he he he
i realized hw difficult it is on an '8 hrs difference' relationship..u r bound to wake up @ odd hours especially wen its nite time in UK and 'VERY morning' in Brunei cos u jus cant afford not to ans dat one call u've been waiting for..one voice dat u deeply miss..pathetic isnt it? Forgive me, im in lop :p
Thank God, we r on holiday..I can imagine hw lethargic ill be in the classroom!!!With all the brats & d lazy monsters, yep dat will definitely push the 'i-warn-u' button!he he
i now developed a habit of counting time either 8 hrs backward or fwd hahaha..(rupanya im not d only 1!!!!but she's on a '5 hrs diff' *jaling rose* :p) my mind is suddenly sooo active every now & then and even my fingers wen my brain s not helping me! :D
Thanks to Wadi, i haf to wake up @ 9am cos he wanted to get his $$! *grr* i haf no choice but to wash my face & brush my teeth (kata-kata ku ni hahaha) i tot my parents were not home cos he has always wanted to hang out in my room!! Apparently, dad s home, sleeping!! huhuhuh sorry dang..lain kali saja!ill show u my 'KING SIZE' bed where miracles happened *lol* (u noe wut im talking abt \m/)
i tink im goin back to bed now..im fully loaded! *burp*
Later k
Monday, December 19, 2005
KING KONG - the 8th WONDERS :D
U'll screaaaaaaaaaam..U will Laff..and if u r sensitive..u'll definitely CRY!!! *tsk-isk* Cos i did..and Rose too..i tink?! he he..cos suddenly there is silence between us..the moment when..(oh wait?!u hvnt watch it?Nahhh..i shudn't spoil it hehe) Bah go go book d ticket now!!!
Rate: 7.9/10 - Plot is simple..but its orite lah..Don worry, u wont sleep thro it! ;) cos bnyk action! A mixture of everything..and u'll find a lot of unimaginable & disgusting creatures..as in *bari gali* hehehe!
Naomi watts as Ann Darrow
My hair look sumtink like this..Not blondiesh of cors :p i likeee her! schweet ;)
Confession of a talented singer *sob*
hi everyone,i am so happy that my new song is airing on x fresh now,kalau era tu tak tahulah bila kan.....
to tell the truth this song memang bermakna sangat,in fact the lyric for KINI i wrote it my self.this song is about my whole experience as a new comer in this entertaiment world,about orang yang suka mengata,about orang yang berhasad dengki to me,about me and MAESTRO,BROADWAY,this song is specially dedicated to them who's not been helping me at all and giving me a hard time,and because of them my life fill with darkness dan sungguh kucar kacir.
but then again,,"ku harap semua mengerti,inilah rentakku dan mari menari"...hope family,friends and fans do understand that being inthis industry aint easy especially for a young men like me,so i really need the support from all of you untuk terus berjuang,we're in a team.....i am here today to fight for my rights,artiste yang berkontrak tapi more like macam being in a circus/fun fairartiste,dan tiada indahnya.....indah khabar dari rupa....
DONT CALL ME AN ARTISTE,I DONT DESERVE TO BE CALLED ONE YET,STILL IN THE PROCESS,I'M IN THE LEARNING CATEGORY,let me tempuh the rintangan first okies.
sorry sebab menghilangkan diri begitu sahaja,tapi sebenarnya,kaer berada dalam keadaan yang tak tentu arah,i cant believe it!!! i leftmy education behind for this entertainment world yang tak best,hahaha it is so funny,i just cant describe....
I'M NOT GONNA LET ANYONE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO ANYMORE,I'M TIRED....SANAKKU EH......(SANAKKU MEANS PENAT/LELAH IN BRUNEIANS MELAYU LANGUAGE).
I'M HAPPY THAT FANS MASIH MENYAYANGI KAER,WALAU DI MANA SAJA KAER BERADA PEOPLE STILL HARGAI KAER,DAN KALAU BUKAN KERANA FANS MEMANG I FEEL LIKE PULLING OUT MY SELF FROM THIS INDUSTRY OF FAME JE LEBIH....
ACADEMY FANTASIA=ACADEMY OF PERSONALITY,FAME,NOTHING ABOUT VOCAL OR ORGINALITY,KALAU BOLEH NYANYI TINGGI MACAM MANA PUN OR BOLEH LENGGOKKAN SUARA TAK MEMBAWA MAKNA SEDIKIT PUN.
PITY THOSE PEOPLE,LIKE BOB,ZARINA,EDLIN,ANDING,IDAYU,MARSHA,SAHRI,BURN,FELIX,THEY HAVE GOOD QUALITY,AND THEY ARE VOCAL STARS TO ME,CUMA MAESTRO JE TAK PANDAI HARGAI THIS PEOPLE,,,,,,,IF I HAVE MY OWN RECORDING & MANAGEMENT COMPANY SENDIRI,DAH LAMA THIS PEOPLE WILL BE REALLY USEFUL IN OUR ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY,PERHAPS BERTAHAN.
FOR EXAMPLE KAN MARSHA=SHE CAN BE THE THE "DIVA" ONE DAY,MAESTRO SHOULD GET HER LOTS OF SPONSORSHIPS,I SEE QUALITY IN HER,TRY TO PUT HER IN GORGEOUS ESCADA OR CHRISTIAN DIOR DRESS,AND GET A GOOD STYLIST,I WANT MAESTRO TO REALLY THINK ABOUT IT,SHE HAS THE WHOLE PACKAGE,MAESTRO KENA KEJE KERAS LAGI,SHE HAS THE VOCAL,LOOKS,BRAIN,WHAT ELSE YANG MAESTRO NAK?
WHAT EVER IT IS,i am here today adalah untuk berjuang untuk golongan remaja yang mempunyai minat dalam bidang music,cuma mereka tidak diberi peluang untuk bertapak.....AND KERANA FANS JUGAKLAH KAER SANGGUP MELALUI FITNAH,KESUSAHAN,TAKDE GAJI,KENA KUTUK,DAN MACAM MACAM LAGI,KADANG KADANG SAMPAI TAK LEH TIDUR,MEMIKIRKAN TENTANG FUTURE KAER UNTUK PEMINAT.I LOVE ALL OF YOU,THANKS A LOT FOR EVERYTHING.
BIARLAH KAER GAGAL DALAM INDUSTRY NI,TAPI KAER TAK NAK RAKAN RAKAN ARTIS LAIN YANG BERBAKAT DIPERGUNAKAN,TERTIPU,DAN TIDAK DIBERI PELUANG....I'M SAD TO SEE PEOPLE YANG ADA TALENT TAPI TAKDE PELUANG.
AS FOR ME,I HAVE TO REPEAT MY STUDIES BALIK,START FROM SQUARE ONE.....IS NOT TOO LATE.BECAUSE OF THEM,YANG MEMBUAT JANJI PALSU DAN KOSONG,TELAH MENGABAIKAN PELAJARAN SAYA.
ADE SAPE SAPE YANG BELAJAR KAT LIM KOK WING?I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDSTHERE,WILL BE STARTING THERE NEXT FEBRUARY,........
I SPECIALLY DEDICATE -KINI- KEPADA SEMUA YANG MEMANDANG RENDAH TERHADAP KAER,DAN KEPADA PEMINAT,KITA SAMA SAMA BERJUANG UNTUKKEBAIKAN DI DUNIA DAN AKHIRAT,DONT LET ANYONE TELL US WHAT TODO,JANGAN BIARKAN DIRI KITA DIPAKSA,FIGHT FOR OUR RIGHTS,BIARLAHDIRI KITA DIKUTUK DAN DIFITNAH,KITA TAKKAN RUGI APA APA PUN,WESHOULD ALL FEEL GOOD BOUT OURSELVES........
WE ARE ALL SPECIAL,DAN KERANA ITULAH TERCIPTANYA LAGU INI kInI.
LOVE YOU ALL LOT
XOXO KAER
AN ARTISTE IN THE MAKING.
Can i go to Lim Kok wing oso? he he :D
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Us being silly on a Saturday nite :DRain..rain go away..it's been raining since morning..and i hvnt been out dat much 2day..cept out for lunch dwnstairs?!bummerrr!!
And back to bed again as usual..hmm then, had KFC fo dinner in my room ;) Dad s so nice to buy it for us..He knew dat her useless daughters r starvin @ home..
Watchin OC season 1 since 7pm i think..i begged my sisters to watch it wit me..and yep ive successfully transformed dem into one of the OC freak he he he and now dey r stuck in my room!!! :O
The result of a dirty lens hehe..Notice d white spot?
Nothin much actually..Ive been talkin & sms-ing wit him everyday..yet i still miss him ;( It SUCKS ey??!! Yea i noe..tell me abt it!im glad to hear dat he missed me as well..*sigh*
i realised dat its only been 8 days...yet it seems like forever and how i hate dat time is passing by slowly nowadays..or maybe its just me? *shrug*
Anyhus, I'm goin on a date wit Rosie 2moro..Gonna haf facial @ 10 first, then will prolly meet up for lunch & a movie..Narnia or King Kong or mayb both hehehe :)
Watch out!!Single & Lonely ladies on the loose *lol* wooooooooohoooo~
u noe wut else i miss, my HAIR!!!!!!
Friday, December 16, 2005
Iris by Goo Goo Dolls
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yea you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yea you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
A mutated Lipstick!Exposed to heat..Ladies never leave ur lipstick in d car!!
More bad news.. *sigh*
Txt msg (15/12/05 23:17)
Him: Syg, looks like im not going to singapore la. They are diverting me to d ivory coast first to do a job. N i haf to drop by to houston for a few days..
KD: O really..where is ivory coasts?Houston is in US kan?Btw haf u greet ur bro?
Him:Yes sudah!Yep!I'm going to d states syg
KD:Wen wil it be?Issit confirm?dn tell me ur nt gona b home for new yr :-/
Him:Next week. Even my London trip pun cancel now.
Received call 16/12/05 01:07
Him: Hi..sapa cakap? (in his usual playful voice)
KD: Hi..hello..uhuh (not in d mood)
Him: ey im goin to the states la..Its gona be bnyk travelling la..Goin to London nxt wk..then ke houston to attend the brief on the job..then ivory coasts in africa..Back to London..i rily wanna cee London..Then sgpore..now it seems doubtful to stay there..
KD: ooo mm..(speechless)..so nxt yr la tu balik?
Him: Dunno..not sure..Stress sudah mendangar?
KD: Nada la..(in my lowest tone..the truth is im cryin a bit actually)
Him:Hmm..ok i haf to go now..ill kol u later k..
*dumbfounded*
*blur*
I noe i shudn't be sad..its work anyway..wut he has always wanted..to work abroad..I shud be happy for him..work..work..yea work..which reminds me i still got mine pending!!sitz!Dat will keep me occupied..
Jus plsss bring him home b4 new yr..*pray silently*
05:26 am
Him: Wake me up at 5 instead dear..not 6 ok.Love u!I'm hitting d sheets now
Yeah..Love u more *snort*
Thursday, December 15, 2005
The fate of my hair depends on dis bloody machine..
Yes..i finally got my hair permed yday!!
Luan tais-liur kan ber-digital perm..he he..Again spending a "few tutttt" (no nid to mention..it mite giv me a hart attack wen i re-read my blog !)
Anyway,the difference btw the normal & digi perm is dat u don haf to put a sculptor to make the curl lawa..meaning dat its easy to maintain!Dats wut they sed!hmmm..will cee abt it!
Despite of dat fact, i kinda hate my new look..bleughhh~ i miss my brittle & dry hair..Maybe im just not use to it..Well the end result will be 2moro wen i wash my hair..dum di dum..
Planning to go to the salon again 2moro..They r interested to cee how the curl will turn out..*fingers crossed* My hairstylist suggested i shud add sum colour..a hi-lite or whole head prolly?!*still deciding* They offered me $110 (Color + treatment) wtf?! Isn't it too much..?
Impatience rising..i look silly!ha ha..half alien!!
15/12/05 18:03
Rose: Guess where i am ling hehe
KD: KK :p hehe where r u babe?Been tryin to call u..
Rose: Bingo!Awu aku otw ke KK naw.Mamaku semangat nie.
KD: heheh Lina gto..Aku ani kan bwa ko ke salon isuk.Pakai keta ka?Wen r u goin home?
Rose: Sunday ku balik ling.Awu pakai kerita hehe hopefully ada hotel kosong..Monday tah ke salon ling.Aku pun ni pisan udah my hair n face.
Aiyoo hehe no wonder la!But nope..cant wait monday la..*tapping fingers*
Did i mention earlier the salon i went is D'bliss?And the most significant thing i rmbr is the hairstylist - Alan!he he..Not bcos he's hawt or o-my-god-he's-gorgeous or the way he cuts my hair.. A silly reason..his armani exchange shirt & Gucci belt haf caught my eye hehehehe and he smelled like my baby..Bvlgari Aqua!!!!No wonder masa ia melintas-lintas familiar bau nya!!*oops* 4give me..i just cant help being observant!heeee
Will post more pix of my new hair later.. ;)
i mite not be happy abt my hair but at least i finally ate my Gdg Kolo Mee *Nyum nyum*
Superbbbbbbbbbbbbb!
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
i ges i spoke too soon..
*tsk*
i din noe he was moving to a diff hotel till he called ard 3 dis morning..
Bad news is no internet connection!!!uwaaaaa ;(((((
%^&%&&#&!!!
*sigh*
2day is jus so weird..
i din sleep in d afternoon..My body was tired..but it seems so hard to close my eyes!
Had nasi katuk for dinner..and surprisngly, i finished eating '2 bungkus' of it he he he ;D
Well..i ges im going to bed soon..now i feel like sleeping..*yawn*
Besides, im gonna haf an early morning 2moro..Had an appointment with Jati..Then, while waiting for my car..i mite ask them to drop me off @ Gdg salon..it's the best way to kill time i spose hehe..Irene recommended me dese 2 salons; D'bliss & cutting crew..Mite as well try something different ;) Still hvnt decide wut im gona do wit my hair yet..hmmm will c 2moro =)
i m.i.s.s u love..wherever u are..im sorry..its jus impossible not to miss u ;(
Monday, December 12, 2005
i was awaken by a phone call ard 5ish in the morning..My baby jus found out dat he has access to the internet in his room! Yayyy!! So, dis makes it more convenient for us to keep in contact..Besides, it'll save a lot on the phone bill..Not dat he has to worry abt payin since his company is handling his bills..then again, u can't beat the MSN or google talk!!I its wayyyyyyyyyy more clearer & u can cee each other..hehe dats the whole point!!Definitely the best thing dat human haf created!!hahha apakan~!
where was i?How cum im not in the picture hehe
Txt msgs (today)
His Mum: apa kau buat ada sarol msg ko dari sana (hehe..no fullstop or even quest mark)
KD: Masa ani d bndr bu..awu ada ya msg jua.Di mlm ada kami bertelipun pakai internet.Mahal brg2 nya di sana <<--i dunno whether dis is even relevant! hehe
His Mum: Bah sanang hati mandangar jua ok tah baik2 kau di sana ah
coool eyyy..i find it weird txting wit his mum @ 1st..cos my mum don even noe how to dial a no!!! hehehe..
i was hiding behind dat tree ;p
Anyway...things din go according to the plan..i did haf my facial.Spent a 'few hundred' on my shiseido skincare..softener (essential), relaxing mask (essential), make-up remover (i finally haf it) & blemish clearing gel (been longing for this!Need it for my acne)..
i was late for my facial so i din go to JTB..Since i was late, i haf to skip breakfast..hehe so i was totally famished by noon!Decided to go to the food court @ centrepoint..Wanting so much to haf the kolo mee & ice tea tarik there..Buttt after endless effort of going round & round, trying to find a parking..i gave up!Plus the rain started to pour heavily!!!i dn even haf the mood to visit the salon either..In d end, i went straight home..o ya..went for my grocery shopping in Tutong b4 heading home..
*yummy*
More unhealthy foods!!!he he Haf u taste the yellow hello panda??
txt msgs from Rosie
Ling ngalehku hehe caya ko aku kondem di lobby hotel noble.Drg zatol di sogo.. Broke ku udah hehe alum g ke klcc, drg alum pernah ke sogo, iatah aku rehat dulu..Salenya sadanglah.As usual yg ku mau nda sale
*boh* hehe cant wait to hear the details!
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Pictures..pictures..More pix cumin ;)
Rosie, Me & Geck(Coffee Bean Bandar)
Heee..finally i got the time to post dis pix..sorry ladies =)
Us havin our Miri McD Double cheeseburger
im spending my sunday at home..doing absolutely NOTHING..well not quite; had a few ample hrs of sleeping..eating and then back to my comfy bed again!! I haf dese tot of sorting out my wardrobe initially..but i got caught up wit smtink dat i decided to put it aside hehehe..so yea i can be lazy in a split second!!! *shoot me*
I assumed my baby shud be in abeerden by now..in his WINTER jacket :p (i am so hating him) *rolling eyes* He called me @ 2pm wen he arrived in London..(aaaa bless him!i wish..i wish) Then, i txted his mum telling her dat he has landed safely!
Sent him off yday..The airport was a bit crowded i must say..its d holiday season anyway..Din cee any familiar faces tho!If only i can fit myself in his luggage!!hihihi..Talking abt desperate!well i am truly desperate to get out of Brunei..uwaaaa :\
Anyhow, in case u r curious..i din shed a single tears hehe..its not dat he's going away for a long time..Two weeks!!it was more like a 'i-am-so jealous-of-u' goodbye hahah..yea dat sort!But..still..i do MISS him eh!!!!! *sob*
i dunno y..but i am always hungry today!!i need food..food!!Talked to Lina on MSN dis afternoon, she mentioned mellie's cookies & digestives bar chocolate..and i'm craving for chocolates now!!! *Grrr* (dang ko punya pasal niii hehe :p)
My empty fridge..a COKE is a MUST! he he
Our silly conversation huhuhu..
KD: apatah ko suruh anak mu panggil ko ni? Kalau aku nda ku mo be-Babu..udah ku gto ia awal2 hehe
Lina: eh MUMMY la hahah kmslm lah ku kan Be-BABU
KD: aku BONDA baik heheh urg istana kali ah
Lina: hahah ish tercabar ku tu!
We both think a simple 'ma' and 'pa' will do lahh..Nda pun abah n umi hahaha *grin* ;D (ai aku panggil Mummy & Daddy jua -Quote from 'penguratan' i dn recall it until u mention it hahhahaha berdusa :p)
Speaking of MSN, i 'bla-bla" wit kelv ard 4ish..He's getting engage on the 25th Dec!!!its christmas on the 25th!Kekasih ku pulang on the 25th! (eww hehe) Lina's 1yr wed anniv on the 25th as well!!bloodyy hell..wuts with the 25th ppl????! heee
So wenever i chat wit him, his fav quest will be.. *yawn*
Kelv: Ko bila lagi?
KD:aduii..kawin & branak tah kamu dulu hehehe alum lgi kelv..tunggu tah $$ meluah mcm aying
Kelv: hahaha
\m/
So peeps, put dat in ur reminder..kelvin kawin nxt yr 19th march maybe!i almost almost book a ticket! *wooopppss*
kelv: i invite my mum plang..atu pun kalau ia mo..i don mind..TAPI..kalau kamu nda dtg mengamuk ku tu..hahaha
Ok..its all been said..hehe now i realize how important we are to him..*sweeeeett* which means i nid to send my baju to the tailor!!! (suckksss $$$$!!)
Plan for 2moro:
Our silly conversation huhuhu..
KD: apatah ko suruh anak mu panggil ko ni? Kalau aku nda ku mo be-Babu..udah ku gto ia awal2 hehe
Lina: eh MUMMY la hahah kmslm lah ku kan Be-BABU
KD: aku BONDA baik heheh urg istana kali ah
Lina: hahah ish tercabar ku tu!
We both think a simple 'ma' and 'pa' will do lahh..Nda pun abah n umi hahaha *grin* ;D (ai aku panggil Mummy & Daddy jua -Quote from 'penguratan' i dn recall it until u mention it hahhahaha berdusa :p)
Speaking of MSN, i 'bla-bla" wit kelv ard 4ish..He's getting engage on the 25th Dec!!!its christmas on the 25th!Kekasih ku pulang on the 25th! (eww hehe) Lina's 1yr wed anniv on the 25th as well!!bloodyy hell..wuts with the 25th ppl????! heee
So wenever i chat wit him, his fav quest will be.. *yawn*
Kelv: Ko bila lagi?
KD:aduii..kawin & branak tah kamu dulu hehehe alum lgi kelv..tunggu tah $$ meluah mcm aying
Kelv: hahaha
\m/
So peeps, put dat in ur reminder..kelvin kawin nxt yr 19th march maybe!i almost almost book a ticket! *wooopppss*
kelv: i invite my mum plang..atu pun kalau ia mo..i don mind..TAPI..kalau kamu nda dtg mengamuk ku tu..hahaha
Ok..its all been said..hehe now i realize how important we are to him..*sweeeeett* which means i nid to send my baju to the tailor!!! (suckksss $$$$!!)
Plan for 2moro:
- Meeting up irene for facial @ 10
- Salon (maybe!Thinking of straightening my front hair..my curly baby hair meriah udah tumbuhnya hehe)
- Grocery shopping!
- JTB (Pay my espd bill)
Ok..im done now!Will upd8 2moro ;)
im in abeerdeen sudah syg ..The mark & spencer here one big enormous building ah..- 19:57 (11/12/05) :0
Thursday, December 08, 2005
One touch..one kiss..ull grow up as a beautiful princess who lurfe to shop & travel like ur dear aunt! *lol*Hmmm..ive been asking myself y im stuck in Brunei during dis long holss??!!
Well,my parents flew off to Kay eLL dis morning..i bet Rose & Tul is on the plane rite now..munching the 'camel peanuts'!!! (dunno if its jus me o wut..i happen to love eating dose nuts! he he) and Wadi will be arriving from KL ard 5 ish! If im unlucky, he'll start pestering me tonite!!! helpppp helpppp! waittaminit..he did call me last nite..hahha poor him, he got stood up! Instead of givin him my sympathy, told him "iatah nah luan lanji!!" :D
Ok let's cee wut did i do yday ahh..*thinking* o ya..Spent d whole day wit my bestfrens ;) i left my car @ Jati for a check..apparently im not the only one who needs the extra attention..my car ani mau2 tah jua!radio nya berulah..pandai tutup sendiri!!!
So anyway, Fz & hafsah pick me up there and went 2gether to Lambak! When we arrived, baby ameerah is sleeping peacefully..still cant figure it out mukanya ikut siapa heheh.. but she got her mum's nose tho.. ;) She looks so cuteeeee dat i want to gigit her hahaha! (Her mum mite be reading now :p)
sleepin like an angel..Then, we had our late lunch @ blue eden before heading to hafsah's crib..We got stuck for few hours..since i had to wait for my car!Was so sleeeeeepyyy dat i almost slept on her couch heheheh! Cant help it..u noe dat its a habit i cant break!
Speaking of my car..its not 100% fix since they haf to order the 'thing' ( i haf no idea wut is it..) i don bother to ask jua..since its under warranty! *phew* Dey r suppose to wash my car but i jus cudnt afford to wait!!Imagine, its nearly 5pm and masih lagi queue! wtf?!! eee botol lah jati ani! (botol - 'his' definition of bodoh + tolol haha don ask!)
im going to Miri later..ahir kali (after constant nagging and begging hehe), he agreed to let me tag along..Yayyyy!! shopping for winter clothing..hmm well i hope i will not get carried away..let me remind myself dat my task is to help him to shop.. =) dere will be no serious damage (err i tink) *wink* but dere r a 'FEW' stuff i 'NEED' to get tho..its not sumtink dat i 'WANT' *lol* so it shud be orite kan?! heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
i was home d whole day..it seems to be a lil quiet 2day..
omg! omg! omg! Kaerrrrrrrrrrrr is on TV now!!!!!!!! *shocked*
*speechless for 5 sec*
im totally in love with his new look! Ada gotti la hehehehe i likeeee!!!
So i called Ryjal immediately..
KD: Jalll..where r u??
Ryjal: im @ home..
KD: (scream) nda inda ko liat beat TV!i saw Kaerrrrr!!!!aku nda kenal mula2..handsomeeeeeeeee laaaaa..ia ada gotti!!
Ryjal: nda ku liat..i checked later la mana tau ada ulangan!
KD: okey!Bah i called zatey dulu..
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Zatey(my baby sista) missed it oso..i scolded her cos ia meliat sunset tah pulang hehehehhe..Daymm!Too bad~She told me atu ulangan sunday rupanya..Dad did tell her abt it but nda sampat liat!
So i txted c jal..
KD: Jal, nya c zati..ani ulangan udah..Boh! u missed it!hehehee
Ryjal: Fuck no!Krg ku check..
la la la la la la la la la la la *dances*
Then, i txted Kaer hehehehe
KD: i just saw u on beat tv! *wink* wats wit d gotti?heheh..Anyway, keep it ey! u look gorgeous la ;D
Kaer: Haha me gorgeous no la hehe how are you dear
KD: Betul la!Hehe..I din recognize u @ 1st!Duin gr8 as usual..Nothing much.Bored to death.Shahrol s goin to aberdeen dis sat.Keje..wish i can go :-\
Kaer: I am planning to go to brunei but i am waiting for maestros confirmation.
KD: Oh okey!Bah, just upd8 us..enjoy ur evening k! C u soon..hopefully!
Kaer: ok send my regards to everyone yeah
Bah wang Kaer u better come dis december since im so so free *wishful thinking*
Boh!its raining now..labatttttttttttttt!!!
im waiting for my parents..they r not home yet..nid my car cos im going to his house sometime later to help him pack! *tsk* isk* He's flying off to Aberdeen soon..and maybe arrive home by christmas??!! Dunno yet..Ada plang we plan to meet in sgpore on his return..i just cudnt afford to buy the ticket since its very expensive at the moment..$491!!!!!!Gila kaliii drg ani! No laa..nvr mind tah *sob*
ok ill stop here dulu..nid to shut down my pc!Berguruh!!!! *shudder*
Angau Kaer;
KD ;p
Sunday, December 04, 2005
it must be sumtink i ate kali nie..im so hyped up! eshh!!
Saturday, 03/12/05
Woke up ard 10 ish..Didn't go to work..i was just so malas..don't feel like doing my work yet..Prolly ill start by Monday ;)
Spent the whole day cleaning up my room..nyaman jua mata meliat..hehehe..To make life easier, i stuffed everything in a box, (beautiful boxes of cors..lol)
ill sort it out nanti (procrastinating again..seems like i cant get it out of my system) Besides, i'll waste more time if kan di pisi lagi..especially if im stuck with organizing the pictures!!!!Sibuk tah ku kan reminiscing!! For sho tu.. :D
Then, went to Lumut in the evening..Suprisingly, mum was being super nice in a weird way..that she didn't protest wen i told her that i was meeting him instead of going to the 'berbadak' thingy @ my auntie~!hmmmm
So,we went to 1 of his auntie's hse..there was a lil makan..Half of his big family was there!Thank God..otherwise i wudnt noe hw to react if d whole family yang datang..its not fun to be in your most proper manner..hehehe but in dis case, you haf no choice!
oK i finally met the grandparents, his aunties..small cuzins..It felt so ackward but yea they r truly a bunch of nice ppl..they just cant stop feeding me hehehe..bukannya malu apa..tapi im bloated..u noe la my stomach..5.2MB saja!
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Yes, my 1st cuzin (dad side) is gettin married as in today, sunday! So we r going to Lambak l8r :/ Not lookin fwd tho cos we r jus not dat close to them..i bet ill be so so palauuuuuuu!!
o ya..wadi txted me tdi..
"i just cant believe dis!!im in KL!Yahooo!"
i am so hating him rite now hee *jealous mode*
Plssssss let me close my eyes..and put me to sleep..
