Tuesday, December 27, 2005
I miss him.. *pouts*
eh wut a lame way to start!
its 1:44 AM..these eyes just wont close..My body is tired but i wonder y im still hype up!
it must haf been after reading his mail..Felt like sumtink HUGE haf crushed on top of me and everything just went blur..Tried to control my tears from rolling down 'meriah-ly' cos my sisters were in my room jus now..
eh wut a lame way to start!
its 1:44 AM..these eyes just wont close..My body is tired but i wonder y im still hype up!
it must haf been after reading his mail..Felt like sumtink HUGE haf crushed on top of me and everything just went blur..Tried to control my tears from rolling down 'meriah-ly' cos my sisters were in my room jus now..
And when i was left alone, i broke down for like 15 minutes..Wet pillows,running nose and swollen eyes...Wut i got instead!Ngalih jua kali ah menangis ani..pandai beranti jua rupanya!!!
Just to comfort myself, tarus masuk IRC..then key in "!find missing you"..downloaded ALL the songs..(pathetic..i noe!) Tried to find sumtink which suits my mood and for my blog too!Cudnt find anything yg ngam..ada la dis song dat i like from 1st lady (who is dis kan?) BUT the song was meant for her late BF!Hmmmmm..NOPE!
*scream* My BF di tengah lautan AFRICA!!!!!Sumbody pls rescue him..pasal i left my hart di sana!!
~i jus don noe wut to do wit myself..does he noe hw much it hurts..Baby im missin u.. ~
If he's lucky enuff to get a ticket, prolly he'll be home sometime NEXT WEEK :( Yep, definitely not gonna be bek anytime sooner..Who cud haf known dat waiting can be such a torture..*sigh*
He was supposed to be home last weekend and we've made plans for nu yr but..*shrug* Sometimes things jus don go according to the plan kan?!Mayb ive been putting hi hopes on it..hi expectation..and wen it didn't happen, that explains the dissapointments & frustrations :s
HIM: anyway.. u have a great time aite... we'll do something when i get back... if i'm not there masa new yr... no worries ah... u enjoy your new yr!!!! I want u to enjoy your new yr!
heh * i wish*
HIM: anyway.. u have a great time aite... we'll do something when i get back... if i'm not there masa new yr... no worries ah... u enjoy your new yr!!!! I want u to enjoy your new yr!
heh * i wish*
i'll try?!
Yayyyy my 2nd nu yr celebration at HOME!!woohoo..*sarcastic*
hmmm hw abt 10 rounds of DVD's ?Sampai muntah jua *lol*n or mayb they'll be showing peterpan live in KL!For sure im gonna be in my room..Don tink im goin anywhere..Any1 care to join me?!
I'm orite now..i think!
Heading to bed..
Forgive me precious..i noe hw much u miss me too..i heart u ey!
Yayyyy my 2nd nu yr celebration at HOME!!woohoo..*sarcastic*
hmmm hw abt 10 rounds of DVD's ?Sampai muntah jua *lol*n or mayb they'll be showing peterpan live in KL!For sure im gonna be in my room..Don tink im goin anywhere..Any1 care to join me?!
I'm orite now..i think!
Heading to bed..
Forgive me precious..i noe hw much u miss me too..i heart u ey!
And u OWE me BIG TIME = p
KD
xoxo
P/s: Forgot to mention..my 'online window shopping'..will post some pics later!Sumtink dat i WANT but i cnt haf it..or in another word, cnt AFFORD it..pftt!
toodles~
