Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Currently addicted to this song..


Dua Dunia - Too Phat feat. Siti Nurhaliza
CT:
Kau selalu di hati
tak ku dekati
dua dunia kita berbeza (2x)
Too Phat (CT) :
Cinta itu buta
dan juga boleh membutakan
melukakan dan sukar untuk kita lupakan
Aku cinta padamu
(Aku cinta padamu)
hanyalah ungkapan
luahan yang jarang bermakna
bila diucapkan
Ini pula cerita cinta sang pujangga
bukan arjuna sita
bukan cinta dan rangga
Mungkinkah khayalan akal mainan minda
Atau lamaran puitis
dengan hasrat yang indah
Kau selalu di hati
(Kau selalu di hati)
tidak ku dekati
sentiasa ada mata jahat yang memerhati
Tapi ku tak runsing
tidak mungkin rindu
ku pusing lihat wajahmu di setiap penjuru
Senyuman di kaca
kisah mu ku baca
Perjuangan kita sama duka mu ku rasa
(Perjuangan kita sama duka mu ku rasa)
Aku pasrah saja pada yang Esa
Kerna ku tahu (Kerna ku tahu dua dunia)
Dua dunia kita berbeza
CT :
Kau selalu di hati
tak ku dekati
dua dunia kita berbeza (2x)
Too Phat (CT) :
Suka di kala malam
termimipi-mimpi(termimipi-mimpi)
Rindu di kala siang
mencari-cari(mencari-cari)
Kasih sebenar tidak bertukar
tidak sebentar
walau dipisah lautan direnangi gelora
Dan kadangkala
hanyut bagaikan buah ara
malu sering bersua tapi jarang bersuara
Kenapa bercinta
jika kesudahannya pasrah
Kerana bila dilamun indahnya tidak terkata
Tersimpan hasrat
tiada siapa yang mengerti
Harapan menggunung sampai penghujung dinanti
Dipegangkan janji
tetap ratu di hati
Dengan izin tuhan kan bersama kapan hari pasti
Sabar menanti
Kesabaran diuji
Berdoa dalam sujud sejadah ditangisi
Aku pasrah saja pada yang Esa
Kerna ku tahu
Dua dunia kita berbeza
CT :
Kau selalu di hati
tak ku dekati
dua dunia kita berbeza (2x)
Too Phat & CT : (My Fav part)
Perjuangan seni kita tidak berpenghujung
Jangan tinggal batu bernama tak berpengunjung
Too Phat (CT) :
Cabaran menikam
kau tidak pernah bermurung
Tetap tersenyum
walau kesedihan menyelubung
(walau kesedihan menyelubung)
Bukan rupa paras mu yang jadi ukuran
Atau suaramu yang jadi bahan tuturan
Ku bukan mahu hubungan tapi kejujuran
Hadiah sepatah dari mu satu kesyukuran
(sepatah dari mu satu kesyukuran)
Tapi bila bertentang mata (My fav part again heehe)
tidak terbentang kata
(Kata apa saja)
iya tapi tentang apa
(iya tapi tentang apa)
Wajah mu yang cantik
Manis lagi
Senyuman sepasti mentari timur tiap pagi
Realiti sukar diatasi
Tapi kesudahan indah harus bermula
dengan fantasi
(Fantasi)
Ku rasa terhoyong-hayang
Antara dua dunia
(Antara dua dunia)
Biar khayalan ku melayang
(Biar khayalan ku melayang)
CT :
Kau selalu di hati
tak ku dekati
dua dunia kita berbeza (4x)

*// I had a Retail Therapy session @ 11/30/2005 05:41:00 PM *

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Tips of the day
When u feel like ur world is falling apart...

1. Get out of the house..(wen u r stuck in 1 place, ur brain tend to work so hard..that u get more depressed every single second..)

2. Pamper urself @ the salon - It has always been h.e.a.v.e.n for me..

3. DO NOT get carried away with ur spending habit heheh suicide tu!

4.Hang out wit ur Gay Bf!!

i love u, rangga! thanks for the gr8 time! u will always be my fav person to bitch around ;)
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Tuesday, 29/11/05

I went out @ 1330..first destination, the salon!Got myself a hair wash..its worth paying 10 bucks for it..

We had a quick late lunch @ Taurean..i was starving like hell!didn't had my dinner last nite..iatah kali..
Sat at our 'memorable' table!hehehe..i still rmbr dat moment..time ia frust bercinta!! i was being a gud fren so i just sort of go with his flow..i wudnt haf the heart to leave him alone jua..scared dat he'll do stupid things..u noe how crazy we can be wen we r heart broken..its the past but
we still find it hilarious & stupid *lol*
Anyway, i ordered Thai fried rice..him - onion rings..and my usual 'ice tea tarik'..Then, zoomed to the mall..we arrived 5 mins b4 the movie started..(i din miss the 1st part like i oways do ;p hehe)
we watched Harry potter..ia liat plang sudah..but he was such a darling dat he agreed to accompany me..NOTTT!!! i ended up paying for his tickets!Dat was definitely not the plan hehe..he sort of trick me into it..Told him earlier, i dont mind watching it alone..but yea i was trapped!!!
Ok..i love the movie!Cried wen cedric died *sob* (Yes tul..i don like the ending too and was hoping he wud go to the dance wit hermione or mayb the chinese gurl..) But, still the movie is awesome..its harry potter for god sake!hehe sorry!Definitely a 9/10 =)
After movie, went to winmark..bought Paul Mitchell sculpting lotion..(din buy un-necessaary stuff..i stick to my plan *wink*
Then, window shopping at Mercier..oiii i WANT the prada bag!i never like prada..but there's sumtink abt it..its big, spacious..the design is so lawa and adoiii its $800++!!!! *melabuk jantung*
Nahhh i don NEED it ;-) Yes, i maybe feeling a bit down but purchasing dat bag will kill me instantly! The salesgirl tried to goda me plang tadi..she mentioned the magic word credit card & 0% interest!No NoOoooOooo!
hehehe..admiring it is good enuff for me..terubat luka di hati..chewahhhh! *ewwww*
Planned to go to royalle's cafe..unfortunately, there were filming a drama right at the entrance!!!!So, settled for CB instead..We sat outside cos the air con was not working...After this pelakon balik, manager of Royalle's approached us and sed, "u r at the right place but at the wrong cafe!"
Rangga din geddit at 1st! *slap forehead* He was jus so lembap la..Then, i told the manager..we wanted to go there in the 1st place but bcos of dat drama thingy..we tried to stay away from the camera hehehe..inda jua glamer tu masuk dlm drama brunei!Ada M'sian actor plang..but na-ah..not my fav!
Lastly, we
watched anotha movie, Zathura @ empire!It was ok la..mmmmm i wud give it a 6 or 7 maybe!lop his younger brother, Danny!!!He was soooo cuteeee & adorable! Still prefer Jumanji tho!
Anyway, kinda felt depressing a bit
watching the 'couple' beside me masa harry potter tadi..it was such a disturbing sight!hugging-hunggingan..hehhehe awu deh aku jeles bah!
i miss him suddenly *sigh*
Can i skip work later?????!!!! *yawn*

*// I had a Retail Therapy session @ 11/29/2005 11:55:00 PM *

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

im still here @ de royalle's cafe..ALONE!!! :O he he at least im not stuck at home! Been here since 5ish i tink..Kinda like being here where u don cee any familiar faces..and the idea of a small crowd makes it a perfect place for me..Well,Ryjal came by just now and left few mins ago..Pity him, he looked horrible as in exhausted but still he was willing to come here and accompany me..He was such a sweet darling =)..Thanks Jal!

i guess my baby is completely drowned in his world of golf..He went to the driving range @ RBA and dropped me here..still waiting for him..i hope he didn't forget to pick me up!!! Goshh~

It's raining outside..in fact, its been raining lately..Baik jua he lent me his laptop..ada jua kan di buat..i brought my books anyway..in case i got bored!

im chatting wit tulip heheheheheh.."tul, i noe u r amaze with my blog :p " Ada urg terbatuk jua ulihnya *lol*

Our conversation :D

Zatul says:
eh apa add blogspot mu?
Dee says:
www.sotong-kangkong.blogspot.com
Dee says:
tell me if u can hear the background music
Zatul says:
hahaha
Zatul says:
unique juaa
Dee says:
hahahhaha our fav food at the moment
Zatul says:
hehe
Zatul says:
wahhhh
Zatul says:
handal ko darrrr
Zatul says:
cana tu attach song ah
Dee says:
hehehhehehhe
Zatul says:
handalllll
*big smile*
My baby just called me..he's 'underway' ;)
And im on the fon with wadi..he's starting to whine udah!
so yea..ciao

*// I had a Retail Therapy session @ 11/23/2005 08:56:00 PM *

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Today is simply 100% pure boredom..
i went to work as usual..arrived very late, just in time to take the attendance..Only 8/19 make an appearance..(the lesser, the better!)
1 girl haf went missing since the end of the xM..i assume she has decided to haf an early kick on her holiday..which i think she will not be promoted since her attendance,as far as i remembered is below 85%!!
*giling kepala*
ok..my colleagues & i had an early breakfast @ the canteen..Filled up my empty stomach with d usual oily mee goreng..blechhh~!
Well we were practically tryin to kill time..spent few hours chit chatting over not-so-important stuff..Then, Izzy & i headed to d ict lab but the e-speed is not working *grrrr*
So, went back to the staff room..main computer games..we just found out 1 game which is super siok hehehhe..kinda stuck to it for a while..After few rounds of losing, we called it a quit..hehe and sneaked home at 12 pm *evil grin*
Forgive us..we were truly bored
and i am still bored till now..*tapping fingers*

*// I had a Retail Therapy session @ 11/22/2005 05:13:00 PM *

Monday, November 21, 2005

[Sunday, 20th Nov] i was home d whole day..was sleeping d whole afternoon..Went out for dinner with him @ Marilyn's..it was my treat since its his birthday :) Nothing extravaganza tho..No romantic candlelit dinner or wutsover he he..we just had a simple & nice meal..atupun i cudn't even finish the pattaya fried rice cos it is so damn spicyyyy!!!

Anyway, my surprise bday gift did not turn out the way i plan it..I just knew recently that he loves kek batik..which i am so grateful that its the only cake that i know how to bake *lol* (mm dat was years ago..and i only did it once!) But, that did not discourage me at all..and i finally get it done on Saturday..Yet my mission failed! :s

Bisai usulnya kan hehe *cough*

Something is not right..ada yg missing..or terlabih bahan kali hehehhehe..good thing dat i tasted it 1st!!! But it looks pretty convincing..lawaa usulnya! *aduiiii* so much for wanting to make him proud..Yea rite! My maid pun nda suruh bagi..katanya bari malu! *blush* So..there goes my cake, stuck in the freezer..im not sure for how long hehe but somebody will definitely eat it! [eyyy its not too bad at all ;D ]

i txted Kaer last nite..a bit terkezut wen he replied..biasa lagging.. :o

Kd: Hey Kaer :-) How r u duin?Lama tak dengar khabar..wut r u up to?We miss u here..

Kaer: Hello.I am doing good.Thinking of going there soon. Jus waiting for few things to settle.How are you dear?
Hopefully he'll come by december..

Eh b4 i forgot..

Shoutouts to:
* Our new mummy Lina..Congrats on your beautiful anonymous princess..hehe we r still waiting for her name..hopefully it is not abt 10cm long..she shud noe well how limited the boxes are in the xM answer sheet hehehe!

how adorable..

* My dearest cuzin, D'ngat who is turning 25 today..Happy b'day love!I haven't seen u for a while..i hope things r duin well for u. If it didn't, u noe who u can turn to..Be strong and don't give up for the sake of Sasha..Take care ey!Miss u loads.. xoxo

im done now..my head s spinning..Need to get up early later..arghh!Work!!

*// I had a Retail Therapy session @ 11/21/2005 12:19:00 AM *

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Back to normal
i thought i was on the verge of losing him but i was wrong indeed..He called me tonight askin whether im goin to his place o not..Dat surprised me at first assuming he's probably ignoring my mail..until he mentioned dat he hadn't read it yet..*relief*
aaaaaaahhh i sed to myself, no wonder la he acted so normal..Well, we did talk abt last nite and had a good laugh abt it hehehhe..And i ended up deleting the mail myself at his place..shytt!How embarassing!Yes..i can get so so emotional sometimes..women!!!who can blame them when men can be such an arsehole! :)
P/S: Ladies, heeee sorry if i make u worried..Thanks for the concern *hugs*
How can i not love u? How do i not miss u..when u r gone..?i still need u here no matter how annoying u can be..

*// I had a Retail Therapy session @ 11/20/2005 04:06:00 AM *

Saturday, November 19, 2005

The Last Goodbye ;(

i dunno how it started..im not sure why it even began..A silly argument which pushed me to make an unwise & hasty decision..i dunno wut else to do..

ive tried to talk things between us..but so many times, we just let it pass..and sleep over it..hoping that it will go away the next day..it does once in a while..

But somehow u reach a certain point where u just cant pretend it didn't happen..and we keep hurting each other..repeating the same mistakes hoping the other person will understand us and vice versa..

i tried to look beyond his flaw..im not perfect either..but sometimes i felt like there is this unbreakable barrier between us..When things went wrong ,i tried to reach him but he just wont let me through.. :s

i can't stop crying..i emailed him to say goodbye..he will read it 2moro..i dunno how he will react to this..

i don't put all the blame on him..Things got so complicated especially when both of us choose to be strong headed..

Does it really have to end this way?

Do we deserve a second chance?

im losing hope..

As much as i love him, i just dunno how to deal with this anymore.. :'(

*// I had a Retail Therapy session @ 11/19/2005 12:39:00 AM *

Friday, November 18, 2005

Welkam to my 'rainbowly' space

*sigh of relief*

im here finally..

Successfully becoming one of the permanent residents of blogspot.com hehe..So im not gonna upd8 my MSN spaces from now onwards..nor am i going to delete it..ishh bnyk kenangan paheiit & manis yaww heee

yes ive made it..after spending wicked hours choosing the blog skin & editing all the html codes..(*the very pening*) anyway this will be a temporary layout..but i don't think i wud change it for the mean time..

alritey..dats all for now..

i rily nid to rest

*Yawn*

*// I had a Retail Therapy session @ 11/18/2005 03:00:00 PM *

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